(another) virtual insanity

What is home?

A place where you could feel safe. Where you could feel warm. Where you come back after the rain hits you, or maybe the storm comes down.

A place where you run to, where you hide from all the hectic days, where you lay your body down, where you sleep tightly, where you can find your best pillow to start your dream.

Where you recover from all the bad things and share all the good things.

Well, some might say, the reality not as good as the expectation. Now it happens to me. Even I know where it is, but those feeling of warmness, kindness, happiness… it all disappeared.

I need lumos spell to set the lights up here. Or maybe accio,to call out all the good feelings I need.

I’ve tried to fix everything from the tiniest thing to the biggest. I’ve tried my best, the whole effort to those I want to be fixed. Pretend that everything is okay, I couldn’t stay that long.

Am I wrong? Am I the only one who feels bad?

Or maybe I’m the one that should be blamed.